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Why is it, that my mind, when left to its own devices, always drifts to exactly the one thing I don't want to be thinking about. And, that when I try to force myself to thing about something else, anything else, it just gets worse. The 1 ton gorilla suddenly becomes the size of King Kong and quickly destroys any positive emotional progress I made during the day.
I have always considered myself to be a strong, independent person, but lately, especially at night, I seem to be anything but that. Now, I know things like this take time and I know I will become a better person because of it, but I just want to feel like myself again. I want to be happy, or at least content.
They say if you truly love someone, you have to let them go, but that is much easier said than done.
Having a broken heart sucks. | | |
| I feel very, very confused and scared. Its funny, how things can change right under your nose and you may not even realize it.
I feel like I am falling apart. So, if you could give me a hug, maybe for that second, at least your arms will be holding me together.
Thus ends my very un-triumphant return to xanga.
Edit: I think everything's going to be okay.
Calling all friends who I have regretfully not spent time with... lets get coffee, go to a movie, or just talk. Please? | | |
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So, I got fired from my job.
(don't worry though, this story gets better)
It was for a silly reason and I am not sad or angry about it. Losing my job was the best thing that has happened to me all summer. Why? Because on Monday I applied for this promotional job with MusicMatters, a nonprofit environmental group that works with bands to make their tours more environmentally friendly. Plus, they do alot of events with festivals, promoting organic products and other stuff like that.
Well, I got the job working at the Taste of Lincoln festival but thats not all. On Tuesday Music Matters called and asked if I wanted to be the team leader at an INCUBUS(!) concert the next day. Of course I said yes. Now, I am not a fan of any sort of Incubus but how could I pass up free concert tickets and the chance to inform thousands of people that even musicans can do things to help out the world.
 incubus
Best part.....Little did I know that Simon Dawes, a band that I have seen multiple times before and absolutely love was the opening act! How amazing. What is even more amazing is that I ate dinner at the table next to them in the Band and Crew only tent AND talked with the lead singer backstage.
 simon dawes
So, you may be asking yourself "did she meet Incubus?". The answer is no, but I was a mere 5 feet away from Brandon Boyd at one point, but I just wouldn't have known what to say, so, I didn't say anything.
So, you should come to the Taste of Lincoln this weekend and visit me. I will be in the orange ONE tent.
peace.
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| Scratch the cat.
Would anyone like a baby hamster?
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| Well, well, well, we meet again.
I've come to realize that my life is just too interesting for xanga, thus I have started my memoir.
Ok, so that was a load of crock. Actually, life is quite the opposite;
it is extremely simple and satisfying. After the big move of '07 (
which was excruciating, perhaps that is too strong of a word, lets just
say annoying), the summer has been smooth sailing. My days have been
filled with chocolate, bike rides, grill-outs, movies, and general
merry making.
"What could possibly make this summer better?", you may ask.
Well, I think I am going to buy a cat and a large jug of Carlo Rossi.
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Best summer eva?
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